Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Hey guys..long time no post le..ty for all of your tags that kept my blog alive (: just a short update before i go back to my revision T.T

Anyways..basically on monday didn't attend school cause i went to my grandfather's funeral at malaysia..we actually came down malaysia at sunday ..so again miss my ballet class..I was extremely sad to hear that he passed away, and i couldn't really accecpt it cause he was so healthy, just suddenly played badminton one day, he fainted, and had a stroke..so for the past year or more than that, he had been lying in the hospital..i would never fail to visit him, but only seeing his condition worsen and how weak he was..really broke my heart..i was so close to him T.T then on the day when i went to my scholarship award, he passed away..don't know what that was suppose to mean but i was just doing my work when i got the call saying my yeye passed away..But after awhile, held back the tears and realised maybe it was better that he passed away, didn't have to suffer being bed-riddden all life, having breathing problems etc..But still i really really miss him and the memories we had..so when i attended the funeral, saw my father silently crying when doing the 'prayers or stuff'..was really tiring and hungry that day..but it an okay day..not very much in grief or anything..just couldn't really show that i was sad or anything..so yeah..then went back and stuff on monday late afternoon.

Asked what hw was there..and atikah help me type the maths questions on the comp..TY ATIKAH..YOU'RE THE BEST! (: she send me by email..then i found out bryan also sent me a email and type everything out for me..WA..BRYAN IS A GD SEATING PARTNER..TY SO MUCH TOO (: so yeah..pretty much slept at 12 midnight or later..so very tired..

Now on the verge of falling sick..having block nose, sore throat, diarrhoea, some slight fever..everything coming le..feel so tired..ah..i wish i had more rest and no need stay back all the time..kays..that's all..off to revise the chinese lesson that i missed on monday~ HOPE ALL OF YOU ARE NOT SO STRESSED OUT AS ME! >.<"